i just wish, you know, had more time, tho, i'd just be doing
the same thing, i feel too busy, there's too much life to do and...just more time.

it's kind of good to do only one thing, to know what you have to do, and do it well, it takes a lot of repetition, to get it, it takes accumulations. i like movies too, but i don't have time for books.
 

that's what i'd do, if i had more time, the same thing. i'd still wake in the night, vaguely anxious, and read. i'd be tired the next day, but i'd hear the little humming voice saying, to be continued.