i should just do my own thing as nature does or tries to do. maybe that is the problem, nature is trying to do its thing and humans keep fucking with it. hey, what is my thing, in nature. what am i trying to do?

 human nature isn't nature though. i don't even think its natural to humans. i mean, other things change slowly, but we change so fast. not so fast, our souls.

our souls don't change like our politics, like our occupations or our conquests. our souls don't change like technology.

  yet we change with technology. if our souls don't change that way, they get lost, they wander or they stifle inside and die. what will be of nature if technology replaces it, even human nature?

 well i don't know, i think we're going to find out, but probably not know. i think this change is inevitable, i think it doesn't matter if it's good, change is its own law, it's good for some of us, that's enough for them, the rest will pay or be expendable. 

 but it ain't natural, human nature, it's something else.

 that's all i have to say, i have to go, and anyway, i had nothing to say today.